they come and they go

Have you ever felt guilty to come into one's life and you just go? No, you never had that guilty feeling. You came into her life, gave hope and you went just like that. Without even a single good bye? Is that even fair?

current situation

Assalamualaikum. And hi everyone. 

It has been like 5 months since the last update. And it was last year ha ha ha. Been busy doing life, I guess. So, I finished my FYP and degree. I am unofficially graduated. Alhamdulillah. Well it is unofficial since we didn't get the scroll yet. No convocation ceremony yet. But I am done. Yeah walaupun dah 5 bulan since I submitted the thesis kan (tangan di dada mata ke atas). 

I finished my degree. Some of my friends are pursuing to master. Some secured their job already. Alhamdulillah. I started working at a company located in Negeri Sembilan. So jodoh kuat dengan Negeri Sembilan, I said to one of my friends. I achieved my dream to be an engineer (I guess). Being an engineer is always one of my passions. But as I see, the reality is not that simple as we said "I want to be an engineer soon after I graduate". The price that we have to pay, the sacrifice that we have to make. Okay, I know I am exaggerating. Tapi betullah. Tak ada life tu betul. Tak ada masa untuk diri sendiri tu juga betul. Ha ha ha. I can feel it already tho it is not yet even one month.

But the experience as I said earlier about internship, is priceless. I met different types of people. Meeting new people has always been exciting for me tho I am bit shy shy cat. Ha ha ha. I learned how to handle people, how to manage time. Self-trust is so important by always saying to yourself that you can. And most importantly, the art of being patient (as I named it) is so so needed. 

 Alhamdulillah for this chance of gaining new experiences. 

Okay I am signing off. By the way, I miss you blog :)