trying

I still remember how we first become close,
And I remember how we are now so far.

I am trying so hard to fit in

But everytime things seem to be okay

They are actually not

Because nothing seems right anymore now

*Dear, I promise this will be the last one

world

It is sad how someone means world to you

While you mean nothing to him/her.

Yes?

Past and present

It is sad to know one thing

That you are now living in present, cold and ignorant

While I am still stuck with the past memories

It is sadder to know that you dont care, at all

While I am trying so hard to fit in your life

Little that I know, things will never ever be the same way they used to be

No matter how hard I am trying

After all, people change. Feelings fade.

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11 pm thought sucks. I overthink, a lot.

2017 : A year review

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

It still is not too not too late for a new year wish, I guess even though it is already 21st of January today. So, happy new year to everyone's reading this (is there is any). I kept promise after promise to myself to write something here, just to keep this blog alive but I've been busy (and lazy). Ha ha.

I hope for a wiser (and better) version of myself, less complaining, start doing. And don't simply get mad over something which is under control and can be settled. One more important thing, the only people we should put our 100% trust on is ourselves. Lesson learned, loud and clear.

Don't be too attached to people because at the end, it is only us, alone. 

Until then, let's enjoy every things even it is the littlest thing. Because it might not happen again in future. 

Signing off.